Random Shit #8162629

What is that thing called when you do something for the first time?
Things that take courage and things that are going to end in failure?
Things that are not going to decide the course of your life but make you anxious anyway?
Things that you feel you shouldn't have done but then you say chuck it and do it anyway?

It feels weird. And very let go-ey. And made-a-fool-of-myself-ey.