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Today for the first time in a long, long time I felt proud of myself, of where I have managed to reach. Like I did have an active role in shaping my life.
This day has been very awkward with some very important lessons.
A whole bunch of crying and getting so pissed off.
By the end of the day, it all dissolved to a struggle.
Not being upset about it.
Miss dad so much today.
Leaving this here.

So much isolation. And headache.

Good-bye:)