Moving

I wanted to do a deep dive on all that I'm feeling and thinking. That was 2 months ago. Maybe one and a half. Never did it and now it's tougher.

I feel the sensation of being unsure, worried in a danger-like sense. Fortunately I can see it from the outside. The 200 kg fear. I'm a kid again with limited control over circumstances. Adult in my actions and decisions. Work never seems to end.

Maybe positive mindsets help. Breathing. Companionship. Distractions.