Hello discomfort 😬

Feeling vs how we want them -

Getting used to somebody new - don't want

Attention and validation from someone new - uncomfortable but def yes want

Overthinking section 'someone new' - don't want feeling dumb part

Wanting to discuss this - don't want but unstoppable word vomit

Distraction from all decisions - welcoming with open arms but going to bite me in ass

Missing friends - too too much yes crying only

Talking to them about it - don't want because how to explain beyond I love you and it sucks to take life's next steps alone?

Physical sickness - Ew David, no

Want pause - maybe yes but only with me alone

Soooo very conflicting everything and now I'm tired