Fall asleep uneasily

Think I have trouble falling asleep because I want to decompress everything inside while being reluctant about it and then I try to distract myself. So the knot is there only. 

Tired of bad news, of men being bad news - it's Covid level saturation, I don't care and I don't want to know except my own mystery that I haven't solved

Sad about everything I'm going to miss here

Empathy about everything they lose out on - am I a sponge or what

Frustrated at not making progress when time seems to be running out, on multiple fronts

Irritation at invasion of time and space

A little bit of excitement of new things

Wondering about Australia life, the only fun single sustained NRI life I know close hand

Hurculean tasks, one me 💝