It's weird also

I finally downloaded it again and then I could see the history and how it all started and then it hurt again. We do still talk and I know things and so does he but I think it was still quite bittersweet to see it all start. Also, a bit of shock to my system.

Grieve the hope of what could have been maybe 🌻 🪦 

Things become clearer - I didn't ask for much I think, but he didn't want to give. Actually, doesn't matter how much I think I asked for, he can't give. So we say to eat well and sleep well and hope you're happy now.