Things I have said/felt lately

• i'm mediocre.. so? i think i've been told too much to not want it but i don't think i care for it much anymore. what's so good about exceptional?
• i think i'd work well within a community; community living definitely seems to be a wonderful, joyous, wholesome way to live - takes a village
• if i ever have a song in the way people have "songs" its def going to be some crazy crap like dard-e-disco hahah love that shit
• calling-out-ish a friend when i felt she's being selfish
• thinking im not even on the same plane as my friends and being okay with missing them
• need. to. be. more. honest.
• i read something along the lines of: a household is a place where everyone feels at ease and that happens when no one person's whims take dominance; i think it was a gender thing in the original context but doesn't it apply to other situations too?
• yes and i cannot do anything about it, there's no solution to this 
• only 19% labour force participation of women makes me so aNAhryrfufriu angry, why the fuck DOESN'T IT MAKE YOU TOO? disappointing tbh.
• you don't want big things from life.. and that's okay
• kindness >>>>>>>>>
• no really, stop trying, no point
• it's not perfect but i'll take it because it feels nice
• "just because you can do something, doesn't mean you should"
• "something that helps me is you can never never do something in your life that's irreversible and thus can't mess up your life"
• so glad i got the female heroes in my family!!
• i don't understand and i don't want to, i allow myself to be dismissive. my empathy doesn't stretch to include your imagination too.
• apply!!!!
• 2023 is going to be my shitpost twitter year 
• i think if you have a problem you should also figure out how to work around it instead of always expecting others to find a way to work with you because of it, like what are you doing about it?
• maybe my reddit year too? fingers crossed for karma points
• time to make new year goals, anyway takes a month to finalize them
• did i just go to a wedding alone because businesswoman? whaaaaat!
• "omggg like for me if i think of pachees mein shaadi then i'm like apne saath kab hi jiya? when do you even understand yourself?"
• 40-50+ messages on why marriage is an unequal institution - didn't mind explaining but wowww did it send me in a horrible spiral
• in lives im never going to lead: a social scientist
• "think i've just become a more concentrated version of who i was when i was a kid but with lesser fucks to give"
• change phones!!! take more pictures!!! go on walks to take said pictures!!!!
• maybe i just do better with things that are never going to materialize? jk
• kochiiiiiiiii <3
• fuck it. a lot. maybe 80 times. no no 90.
• hmm sometimes takes you all of 27 years to open your eyes and understand all different forms of toxicity in all their splendour, think a lot of fuck its from above went into this one
• you've changed, i've changed... and that's okay
• high5 for amazing communicator skills #goals
• fuckssss am i turning into the person who doesn't get back to people for daaaysss on end? am i becoming the person... i abhor?